Cant have your cake and eat it too

Want to say so much but I'm scared it'll bite me in the ass. I'll eventually do the dirty deed. But its the 5th time, shiiiit. Haha. I need someone to be here, able to tell them something and keep up with my life. I feel like were too busy and I cant have a texting'esqe relationship. Shits gay you know? I've decided I'm about to go into school and is in search of a stabled job within the next month or so. Wish me luck. :) So I just got back from seattle. The food their hands down is effin delicious. But sadly of all things unholy, we had to go through about 2 bars and a comedy show  to finally having my fake i.d. taken away. MY FAKE I.D.! Ok, I dont look a like her but still, it got me far, a good 3 months! and now i have to wait for another 3 months and 2 weeks till I'm official :( sad sad sad. This place aint like Hawaii, where you'd get in to some hot spot even if your not of age. Majority of the bars here are anal and now the only place is my restaurant. sad sad sad. Speaking of the restaurant I put in my two weeks notice. I can't afford to wait for the restaurant to be busy giving me tips. I just hope I get this other job. Sounds perfect.