BEAUTIFUL DAY

in Oregon, FINALLY! and its my day off, cant say im happy about that though. Its hard getting hours now a days, and now with my new school schedule, I'm sure its going to be a very interesting 2 months and a half. I know its worth it when I'm done and over, I'll have a set job/hours and that'll pay for my school. I know havent been on this for a very long time but I needed to focus on school for a bit. Glad to say I got a 4.0 last term. :) Thank Bob! I'm so proud of myself. Maybe thats why I'm gloating, I knew I could do it, I guess I was just caught up in Hawaii. Life's been good since I moved up here.

I just got back from Hawaii too. It was great seeing all my family & friends. Too bad I was sick throughout the trip but at least I tried my best. (SORRY IF I COULDNT HANG OUT WITH SOME PEOPLE :( ) I'll make it up the next time I go back there. Thats a definite because my boyfriend loved it soooo much. :) Glad that he did, even if it was for a short while. Got to swim with dolphins and drink while shopping since im finally 21! woohoo. I'll post up pictures later.

Its been a long time...

since i felt like this :) we finally said i love you the other night. it took months but it felt right. i cant stop smiling. this guy is amazing and i can only see a future. he's sweet, got a good life ahead of him with school and work, takes good care of me, cooks ;), and waking up next to him is just...*sigh i honestly didnt believe that i could feel this way again, and now that its here, im not going to do anything that'll screw it up. thats my promise. with that said, i got a very unexpected call last night. it was from "him" the guy who broke my heart into a thousand pieces, and well were ok as friends. anyways the subject about going back home came about and it sickens me that he is STILL that guy, he will never learn, and he's got something so good that i really dont know why he's doing this. I've come to my senses and I grew from it, i've done a lot of things that im not proud of but god has blessed me with something special and it may not have worked out with him, but i know it will out with my boyfriend know. i respect my ex. Anyways so I told him that I was in love and there was no way I could do to ruin that. and then after that conversation I was actually the first one to hang up and go back to bed with my love :) (and yes he knows all of this) and woke up and walked/took the bus with me to work. i cant wait to take him back home in hawaii. im sure my family will love him just as much as i do.

im working, and going to school. Hence, the reason why i dont go on here much.